Dilemma

Well, it's my first post of journal in a group. Therefore, I don't know whether what I am going to tell is appropriate or not. It's just like...I think this group is the right place to tell all this.

Recently I fell down on a dilemma. I couldn't forever rely upon 's help for drawing the characters and things of TMJ, nor I could rely upon or since they would probably very busy at this moment. Especially parrareru, since she's a goddess of manga drawing, she would probably very, very busy that I had been waiting for my art-trade for more than one month (and TheStoryHunter, her best friend, could have waited longer). Then, I decided to learn how to draw, but yeah...I'm not good and will never be, since my hands aren't designed to draw--it's to write. I really want to draw these characters, bases, weapons, or yeah, TMJ-related things but I can't do anything. I wanted to ask for some dA artists out there, but I'm too shy. In fact, I have no points or things in return, so it drives me more, more shy to ask.

Any advices?